Just waiting

I don't have a lot of news to post today, but I guess that is news itself at this stage of the game. Life is going on and we have fairly normal days, not knowing if tomorrow will look anything like I think it will. I guess all of life really is that way and I should have that open- handed expectancy more of the time. But certainly right now it is the only way to be. So, I got to be part of a meeting with Chris this morning, played with the boys and sent Austin off to school, got a nice rest time and a little computer time to myself. Tomorrow I go back to the doctor for my weekly check up and it will be decision time.

I hate making quick decisions, but I will probably have to decide on the spot- does it look like inducing on Thursday is the best plan? Or should we just wait it out? Should the upcoming holiday be factor in our decision- traffic will probably be much worse than normal Friday and maybe through the weekend, though probably lighter than normal next week. Should I just go with another doctor- though I do feel really comfortable with the one who is available Thursday. In so many ways it is nice to plan, but in other ways I would rather let God decide for me and not be the one deciding when is the best time for her to be born. But since Austin came in 4 hours and Bennett in 3, she might come in 2 if the trend continues. Not a lot of time.

Anyway, for now each day is passing and we have very loosely made plans for each following day, knowing she could come anytime. We are very excited about Nana (my mom)'s arrival Thursday! Pray for our decision tomorrow- that we would have wisdom (or she would just come before then and we won't have to decide).